From the Editor's Computer
Ever wish you could just drop out of your
life for a time? Escape from it
all? The stresses, the pressure, the
ongoing hype and activity.
I can tell you from recent experience, it
certainly can have its advantages.
Though I haven’t really been in a position to enjoy the respite - it
hasn’t been a relaxing vacation, but rather a time of convalescence.
On one hand, priorities suddenly become
crystal clear. When you have almost no
energy to do anything, you figure out quick which one thing you will expend
that limited energy on, and the rest can cheerfully go by the wayside.
I have also been extremely fortunate that I
have something that will heal, and that I have had some wonderful people to
help carry the slack for me. While I may
not have been present, the work and obligations have continued to be
fulfilled. So much so, that many
probably haven’t even noticed my lengthy absence.
While who we really are has no bearing
whatsoever on the externals in our lives, we still, very humanly, use the
externals to define ourselves.
It is only when there is a dramatic change
in one or more of those externals that we start to redefine ourselves, and step
away from the previous labels.
During this time away, I’ve experienced a
few changes in the “labels” I’ve used to think of myself, mostly in relation to
my health. Past illnesses are no longer
a part of my “story” as it turns out I didn’t actually experience them at all.
Some daily routines are undergoing a slight
change as I integrate new lifestyle changes into my existence.
As well, the way I view my work is starting
to change. Priorities are becoming
clearer and what is more superficial is being weeded out. I’m revamping how I approach the various
tasks I have to do.
This isn’t a one-time, or overnight,
process, it is an ongoing evolution in my thoughts, words, and actions. Who knows what I’ll discover about myself or
my life in the days ahead.
Beth
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